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Post by Samielleus Prince on Dec 16, 2007 19:08:56 GMT -5
Heehee i can just imagine someone running aorund in circles, like a dog chasing thier tail, to try and better see thier wings xD. Then again, do you know how to see yourself outside yourself? That always helps  |
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Post by Nemmy on Dec 16, 2007 21:50:32 GMT -5
Well, no not really.its been YEARS since I have done that, and I have been awakened for about a year. I dont let my wings out much. I tend to keep my self fairly hidden so i cant be seen by anyone other than kin. is that any help?
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Post by Samielleus Prince on Dec 16, 2007 22:50:18 GMT -5
Sure, in fact that's really the smart way to be. I was that way for a long time, and I was recently reminded why one shouldn't have thier wings out and thier gaurd down (nearly got a pair yanked out. Luckily I have a VERY acute connection between astral and physical. I was sitting in work and all of a sudden I had sharp pain shooting in the middle of my back where my center set of wings were. Long story short, whoever did that will not be doing it again. ) |
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Post by Bonnie on Dec 17, 2007 7:37:17 GMT -5
Personally I believe wing colour(s) to be in association with multiple things, unless one or two things stick out in particular, much more so than others, or more importantly. I do know my wings used to be "streaked" at one point, almost tie-die black and white, with bits of silver, really...then a few months after seeing them like that, and having no dreams at all while asleep, I saw them as such a pitch black that they had no gloss, simply absorbed all light to a degree where you almost couldn't even make out detail to the feathers.
I still have no idea why they suddenly changed colour so drastically, but I wonder in a way if something happened in that period of "dreamless" months that caused them to change. If so, I suppose I, or even someone else is blocking all memories of the events. Entities seem to love messing with my memories...
Has anyone tried to physically manifest their wings on this plane? I have tried, and come out with scarred looking marks on my back, which disappeared after a few hours...but never managed to completely bring them out, if you will.
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Post by Samielleus Prince on Dec 17, 2007 9:22:42 GMT -5
Nah, I haven't done that. I have developed a "phantom limb" connection with the astral though. That
s how I knew some(one)(thing?) was tugging on my wings, trying to rip them out. Once I got stabbed in the neck in the astral and felt it in the physical. It makes for a great alarm system.
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Post by non-sequitur aeon on Dec 18, 2007 12:28:04 GMT -5
About manifesting wings...firstly I'm glad you worded it that way vs 'growing' wings...the scars are most likely from you trying to channel too much energy through a spot (physical bodies do have their limitations)...physically you can explain it as blood rushing quickly to an area of focus...was the area warm and sensitive as well? I can't say it's an endeavor i've put too much thought into but if you would like to make your wings more visible, I would suggest working to first ground the flow a bit more if you're having physical complications...then, as opposed to channeling more energy into the area....actually 'slow' the energy down. They're on a higher wavelength that visible reality and actually have to stop buzzing around so much to affect physical matter and be more easily seen (now i've never come across an angelkin that can transubstantiate their wings clear as day...but sensations such as warmth, luminessence, tingles, and i would suppose even light scent, i would argue are quite possible)...The problem with slowing them is that though they aren't...they'll 'feel' more heavy as they are more tangible, which honestly just isn't comftorable...which is one of a number of reasons I don't regard it as too strong of an endeavor....but if it's something you really want to work on those are my overly-simple suggestions, please keep us/me updated with how it goes.
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Post by Samielleus Prince on Dec 21, 2007 11:32:00 GMT -5
Well as I've been rediscovering myself my wings have changed, or rather they haven't but I'm seeing them in a new way that I haven't in a while. While I do have three sets of wings, I keep the third set closed, close to my back so that they sort of look like a feathery tail. they're white now with a golden glow at the edges.
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Post by aquariel on Jan 27, 2008 21:41:58 GMT -5
I have three sets. One white and gold, the other indigo, and the last, just gold
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Post by non-sequitur aeon on Jan 29, 2008 2:20:12 GMT -5
I have three sets. One white and gold, the other indigo, and the last, just gold nice colors, no question the symbolism there |
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Post by shadowphoenix on Feb 7, 2008 7:56:29 GMT -5
Dunno but eventually eight or four pairs that means if not all have been ripped out again as it happen so often.
And well in a way I sort of start to think it's not Lucifer that brings sin into sex but me well only for the dogmatist in the church. Guidance/connection to the all concious through bliss or by death of the concious is the domain I seem to be related. That means so often people in the west get just scared by this and rather stick with the physical.
Pretty much okay with me, means less work. Prefer to be a lazy angel.
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Post by non-sequitur aeon on Feb 7, 2008 17:55:49 GMT -5
Dunno but eventually eight or four pairs that means if not all have been ripped out again as it happen so often. And well in a way I sort of start to think it's not Lucifer that brings sin into sex but me well only for the dogmatist in the church. Guidance/connection to the all concious through bliss or by death of the concious is the domain I seem to be related. That means so often people in the west get just scared by this and rather stick with the physical. Pretty much okay with me, means less work. Prefer to be a lazy angel. ;D that was one of the most off-topic/new thread worthy comments i've ever seen lol. start it up! literal 'sin' vs dogmatic preconceptions that lead to perversion of thought :-D. seems to be another topic too...fear of the spiritual through what and why?.......you have ideas! get them going :-D |
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Post by shadowphoenix on Feb 9, 2008 0:10:15 GMT -5
Well after a fae taking a look Phoenix-Angel anyway, guess we need to add a Choir being all Uriel/Auriel with Penuel eventually the Archangel.
Hum well what is western society or church if anyone could connect to the all-concious or talk with god? About this train of thoughts.
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Post by non-sequitur aeon on Feb 9, 2008 17:01:23 GMT -5
the church would then be the toll booth...or has been in past. jk it's not that bad but i do feel establishments should teach people to be more self-reliant and gravitate towards collectives for what they offer, not on dependence to 'receive' their dose of religion/spirit. western society is largely secular...well moreso agnostic....people have ideas but tend not to act on them. independence/ethics tend to be placed above religion more often than not....which i would argue is not always a bad thing......(i feel spirituality is more important than religion....religion is the pathway, not the end-all problem solver)
shadowphoenix, sometimes your posts are hard to discern...out of curiosity and i hope it doesn't offend, is english your first language?
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Post by shadowphoenix on Feb 10, 2008 1:01:00 GMT -5
shadowphoenix, sometimes your posts are hard to discern...out of curiosity and i hope it doesn't offend, is english your first language? No second, and learned more when playing mmorpg and chatting with english speakers than in school. One of the things I've always been troubled with is learning from books. [pseudo rant] I just yesterday concluded that humans have a sort of paradise narcism, thinking of themself as being the good of the universe and finding the mirror image of their evil doings in the environment. Blaming their bad habits or wrong doings on various fallen, dark, or non angelic beings. Eventually even on holy angels. Okay I entered a discussion of teenagers wondering who is the most dangerous demon naming "entitys" like the child death, Balthasar, hell hound as demons. But it was when skimming through various lists of demons only pointing at spirits that they find malevolent, when it is just their free will. Additionally reading through an article on Helel/Lucifer and then thinking how people treat Venus and Lucifer as two different beings assuming the one stands for their positive and then Lucifer on the other hand as the reason for pride. This with me having possible past live memory of "wrestling" with a bearded arbic looking guy on a hill from dusk till dawn. Him being too stubborn to give it a rest. And when his right knee is finally broken and bleeding offering him a truth or death by flaming sword, followed by healing his right upper leg and asking him without deeper meaning "Why does man not want to accept god's will?". Assuming I used a more metaphorical way "want to be upright with god?". And then going further and looking at this deeply ingrained human cycle of searching for paradise, finding something half way fitting it and making a hellish place out of it over time. [/pseudo rant] |
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Post by non-sequitur aeon on Feb 10, 2008 15:07:54 GMT -5
we do have a rant section i believe...please post rants there shadow. this is a thread for discussing wing color. p.s. uriel rocks  |
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