Post by vita on Feb 9, 2016 19:58:14 GMT -5
Hello!
I go by Vita, which is Latin for "Life". I have strong connections to life energy, and indeed my energy is bright. (Yet for some reason I attract negative spirits, which I've never figured out why I do.) I administrate a new forum called Eden Fire, for angelkin and demonkin (located at: www.edenfire.net/index.php ).
Aside from that, I've been active as otherkin for over a decade, although prior to finding I was otherkin, I always felt non-human, and would attempt to come up with explanations for that. When I was fourteen, I first felt phantom golden feathery wings. Later in life, I meditated, and I witnessed my fall. According to this meditation, I was involved in creation of all things in a sort of "pantheon" for lack of better term. However, later I rebelled, and I saw myself set fire to an orb (I still haven't figured out that symbolism), and wreak havoc in the heavens. My meditation cut to a scene where I was held off of a cliff by a male figure with a gray hair and a beard, and told that I'm not allowed back until I "find" myself. I was then literally kicked to earth, and into a womb. So essentially, I'm a fallen angel or divinity of sorts.
It took years of phantom limbs (wings, tail, eagle head), scrying (bull face, lion face), and numerous meditation sessions (some far less fruitful than others), to put everything together, and realize that I was originally one of the Cherubim. I believe that part of what allowed me to realize all this was taking a step back from the otherkin community at large.
All that said, in this life, I'm a nerd, and interested in various earth sciences, as well as languages. There are times in which I carry around a textbook.
I'm an artist, writer and singer by hobby, but would one day love to sing professionally.
Hopefully this forum is still active...
I go by Vita, which is Latin for "Life". I have strong connections to life energy, and indeed my energy is bright. (Yet for some reason I attract negative spirits, which I've never figured out why I do.) I administrate a new forum called Eden Fire, for angelkin and demonkin (located at: www.edenfire.net/index.php ).
Aside from that, I've been active as otherkin for over a decade, although prior to finding I was otherkin, I always felt non-human, and would attempt to come up with explanations for that. When I was fourteen, I first felt phantom golden feathery wings. Later in life, I meditated, and I witnessed my fall. According to this meditation, I was involved in creation of all things in a sort of "pantheon" for lack of better term. However, later I rebelled, and I saw myself set fire to an orb (I still haven't figured out that symbolism), and wreak havoc in the heavens. My meditation cut to a scene where I was held off of a cliff by a male figure with a gray hair and a beard, and told that I'm not allowed back until I "find" myself. I was then literally kicked to earth, and into a womb. So essentially, I'm a fallen angel or divinity of sorts.
It took years of phantom limbs (wings, tail, eagle head), scrying (bull face, lion face), and numerous meditation sessions (some far less fruitful than others), to put everything together, and realize that I was originally one of the Cherubim. I believe that part of what allowed me to realize all this was taking a step back from the otherkin community at large.
All that said, in this life, I'm a nerd, and interested in various earth sciences, as well as languages. There are times in which I carry around a textbook.
I'm an artist, writer and singer by hobby, but would one day love to sing professionally.Hopefully this forum is still active...