Post by Icariel on Sept 14, 2014 20:48:15 GMT -5
Hello!
I'm Icariel, and needless to say, I'm angelkin. I'm not certain, however, if I am holy angelkin, or if I'm fallen. I seem to be...as odd as it would seem...somewhere in between the two. I do recall being thrown into a human body through meditation, but I didn't rebel. Rather, I feel I have a lesson to learn about being human before I can return to my work. At least, this is based on my meditations...
Nevertheless, to describe myself, I have thick, feathery and soft phantom wings. They are golden in color. I've felt them since my early teens, which led me to otherkin. I do have a form of "halo", I've been told by some, very much like the flattened biblical halos. (Not the type you see in popular culture.) However, I've at times explained this away as friends seeing my aura perhaps, as opposed to an actual halo. My energy tends to be scattered and unstable, unless I connect to the heavens, or feed like a psychic (even sanguinarian) vampire. It's always either too high or too low. It has at times confused me, and I have debated being a psychic vampire because of it. I feel like my energy is contained within my wings, and when I bring them out, energy sensitive people (as well as I) sense a sort of blinding light and pushing force energy-wise.
...Ehhhh. I'm sorry, I'm rambling. The short story is, this is what I have discovered over the years, and I am just now coming to terms with being angelkin. I believe I may have been a cherub, although I still cannot say for certain. I don't feel that I have enough information, and as a human now, I can't know anything for certain. That said, I do know that what others say must be taken with a grain of salt. I just want to make that clear, considering my heavy emphasis on what others sense in the beginning of this introduction...
Anyway, I'm 25 and a cisgendered female. I'm out of work, looking for a new job, struggling to get by, and planning to room with another otherkin whom I know in person if all goes well. I have no set major, but have an interest in music and singing as well as evolutionary science, despite being a Christian. I do plan to return to college when I can.
I sincerely apologize if my introduction was a bit on the scattered and disorganized side! I have an odd schedule, and in order to be up during the day, I have been up for 28 hours straight now. (So I'm tired.)
I hope this place is still active, and that good experiences will come!
I'm Icariel, and needless to say, I'm angelkin. I'm not certain, however, if I am holy angelkin, or if I'm fallen. I seem to be...as odd as it would seem...somewhere in between the two. I do recall being thrown into a human body through meditation, but I didn't rebel. Rather, I feel I have a lesson to learn about being human before I can return to my work. At least, this is based on my meditations...
Nevertheless, to describe myself, I have thick, feathery and soft phantom wings. They are golden in color. I've felt them since my early teens, which led me to otherkin. I do have a form of "halo", I've been told by some, very much like the flattened biblical halos. (Not the type you see in popular culture.) However, I've at times explained this away as friends seeing my aura perhaps, as opposed to an actual halo. My energy tends to be scattered and unstable, unless I connect to the heavens, or feed like a psychic (even sanguinarian) vampire. It's always either too high or too low. It has at times confused me, and I have debated being a psychic vampire because of it. I feel like my energy is contained within my wings, and when I bring them out, energy sensitive people (as well as I) sense a sort of blinding light and pushing force energy-wise.
...Ehhhh. I'm sorry, I'm rambling. The short story is, this is what I have discovered over the years, and I am just now coming to terms with being angelkin. I believe I may have been a cherub, although I still cannot say for certain. I don't feel that I have enough information, and as a human now, I can't know anything for certain. That said, I do know that what others say must be taken with a grain of salt. I just want to make that clear, considering my heavy emphasis on what others sense in the beginning of this introduction...
Anyway, I'm 25 and a cisgendered female. I'm out of work, looking for a new job, struggling to get by, and planning to room with another otherkin whom I know in person if all goes well. I have no set major, but have an interest in music and singing as well as evolutionary science, despite being a Christian. I do plan to return to college when I can.
I sincerely apologize if my introduction was a bit on the scattered and disorganized side! I have an odd schedule, and in order to be up during the day, I have been up for 28 hours straight now. (So I'm tired.)
I hope this place is still active, and that good experiences will come!