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Post by mykheldecimus on Dec 30, 2008 15:03:23 GMT -5
Hi. I just recently realized that I was Angelkin. For a long time, I thought I was a vampire. Although, that never truly suited me. I continued to search. One of the things that prompted me to research angelkin was a dream I have had since I was 5. It has been as follows:
I walk through an empty sanctuary. It appears to be a Catholic Church. As I walk down the aisle toward the alter, I see the large hanging crucifix. The plaster Joshu melts away and is replaced with Him truly there. He is crying tears of blood and asks me "What are you going to do now?"
That is when I usually either wake up, or forget the rest.
I finally had the dream again this year, but this time it continued.
In the dream, I rushed down the hall of the church to find a restroom, but He stops me. He reaches out and places his hand on my cheek and then a flood of memories rush through me. I see myself as an Angel who had fallen from Grace. My wings once feathery and bright blue, now dark blue and black. My telekenesis and other active abilities bound by the Powers that Be for my wrongs. I was a Grigori who fell during the second fall from the heavens.
I strive to know more about my past. I have been reincarnated on this Earth so many times, and this is all I know?
Hopefully now that I know what I am, I can find these answers more fruitfully.
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Seraphyna
New Member
polymorphic energy thingy
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Post by Seraphyna on Dec 30, 2008 15:56:54 GMT -5
Welcome. Have you meditated on these dreams at all? I mean dreams could actually mean something or could be products of your (human) subconscious brain. It's always a good idea to look into them rather than just go with it. Is there anything other than these dreams that makes you believe yourself to be angel kin?
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scars
Dark Angel
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Post by scars on Dec 31, 2008 19:46:48 GMT -5
welcome to you.
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Post by non-sequitur aeon on Jan 7, 2009 17:17:37 GMT -5
welcome
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Post by mykheldecimus on Jan 16, 2009 18:00:49 GMT -5
Yes. I have meditated on the dreams. I knew from the time I had them that they were more than just dreams. They were signs leading me to something. And then when the dream finally continued and showed me as an angel I knew they were memories. I've received visions my whole life and they are look and feel different than dreams. This was more of a vision than a dream.
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Post by Bonnie on Jan 28, 2009 18:14:35 GMT -5
Hello, welcome. ^^
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