My Path.

[Anasopiah]

Does anyone have trouble following your path?

As in, you know who you are, and what you must do, but you just find it a LOT harder than you first thought. I never thought it was easy, but it's finally kicked in what I am and I know that being what I am is not a good thing. I'm an angel incarnate by the way not an angel- kin. I'm not complaining about the path I need to follow, I just need a bit of advice from those who have followed the path for a long time. I know angel incarnates are rare, however I thought it was worth a shot given what this forum is...

Anasopiah.

[Seraphyna]

Most people consider angel-kin to be exactly the same as angels incarnate...just two different names for them. In fact, of the whole lot of otherkin boards I'm one no one has described them as being two different things. Furthermore, there are a whole lot of angel-kin/angels incarnate around if you join up on various forums.

[non-sequitur aeon]

It's just nomenclature seraphyna...mostly semantics but it has its purpose for some.

You've a good question Anasoiah, so good in fact that there's no uniform answer. I've found that the initial challenges seem to be loneliness and purpose. It seems as though that both incarnates and kin (accepting that there is a nuance for the sake of discussion) are kept on a very need-to-know basis...on what they discover/have access to. This is either a cruel joke or a necessary precaution....you can figure that for yourself ;-). Either way, however, you can't fully know what it is you are to do...but rather trust your placement to be carefully calculated....and your 'skills' to be utilized in the best manner. There's much in this world that could be done...I suggest exploring your gifts...those of both a physical and metaphysical nature. Finding ways to access and apply them will be the first step towards alleviating that longing for a 'higher cause' so many of us feel. I emphasize physical gifts as they can be more readily shared, displayed, conveyed, and approached. The metaphysical, on the other hand, deals moreso with one's own spirituality and though equally enriching...early on it's a rather introverted and autonomous road. Could you perhaps share what it is you feel compelled towards, or what you feel your path may be...?

Not much of an answer yet but I'll help as far as I can :-D

[Anasopiah]

Well to start off I'm not going to go into the differences between angel-kin and incarnates lol. It will start a debate that is best left in another topic/thread

How I actually found out has nothing to do with reading something online, or in a book and thinking it was cool. It was down to the Archangel Michael and my Guardian Angel Alexander. The short version is Alexander gave me hints - which he is now being punished for. Other angels also did it, he is not the only one though he is the only one who actively did it. After much exploration in my heart, meditation (it helps me, I know it doesn't help/suit some other people), and speaking with spiritual beings I found out what I was without knowing what it was before. I've always felt like it my whole life, however if I did not go through that journey I feel I'd only be a person calling myself something that I never knew I was or not.

When I found out I sought council with AA Michael, and he confirmed it. In my heart I felt that my mission was to spread spirituality (though, a person did channel that to me once before - validity is a little sketchy there I feel) however now that I feel it in my heart I know it's true (aren't we all here to help with that in one way or another?). However, the reason I originally thought I was here was to find out what it's like being human. Humans still love, however there is also sin, what I believe is man-created "evil", and just the human perspective on things. This way I could be a better guide when I go back.

Humans believe that incarnates die young, and although it is irrelevant a psychic came to my home once when I was a small child and couldn't see my future past 16. Needless to say I'm older than that now, hence it being irrelevant, however I still feel that it plays a part. I asked Gabriel and he said that I would pass on once my purpose was done, when he said that I was car lights and what I believe was me standing there eyes open in shock (I looked about 30). He made it sound that everything (my birth and death) was already pre-destined and, even if I wanted to, I couldn't stay any longer than I'm meant to on Earth. I know that's probably the "human in me" butting in there, however everything has its own time. Time is a man-made thing but sometimes it feels like you're so short on time, and you hardly know were to start.

At the moment I'm teaching people about their 'skills' and how to understand and possibly develop them. They all came to me instead of visa versa - so I guess that was my message saying "you've got to start now".

I know others also go what I'm going through, so I thought this forum being what it is, I may get some advice of some kind. I've looked online for anything similar and found nothing except peoples opinions on what is and isn't an incarnate - which is not what I'm looking for.

Like everyone here I suspect, I just have an urgent feeling that I'm running out of time, though I know everything happens for a reason and in its own time.

[scars]

all i'll say is that evil was around long before humans, and i'm assuming this is your first incarnation?.

[Anasopiah]

I had one before... though it was a very dark life.