Post by cerece on Sept 24, 2008 13:51:23 GMT -5
My name is Cerece, well what everyone calls me.
I'm angel-kin but am still learning and re-discovering things. I've read a few other peoples posts about how they came to believe they are angels or reincarnated. One resemblance I've found is that, the knowledge was found through meditation.
I, had questions as young as I remember and memory is better than what I've bee told it should be. I found out mine when I was almost in an accident. I had been weird feelings with my back but was 100% healthy but on that day is when I found out. I was going to fall, in where a sharp object would have done some heavy damage to me. I wasn't very strong at the time and held on to where I was falling from. I let go and I began to fall toward it - head first. I threw my hands in front of me to block it but threw them open and in a blur I felt a slight feeling and within moments I was at best i can say ten feet away from where i was falling. I was crouched leaning down on my hands and knees. I turned and I had...what I can best express as glowing, shimmering...wing like objects coming out of my back. Two very large ones, and two smaller ones. Two of my brothers were present at the time and were trying to help me up, when I fell and somehow ended 10 feet away. I looked at them mouths gaped open. I asked if they were seeing what I saw and all they said was, "wings"
I've had two more experiences where they've came out totally. and have three more people to my two brothers who have seen. I've gotten them on picture. Even though, that time they weren't physically seen I could feel them. I said, "Take a picture!!!" and they took it and they were there. I don't know much, i tried for the longest time to convince myself that it was a figure of the imagination. But with a picture, the feeling, and people as witnesses....I began my search for answers.
My friend's mom is a woman from Puerto Rico. Her family is a long line of witch's, shamans, and VERY spiritual. I went to her for advice and she gave me an answer but told me that I need to find more answers, and how to be able to unlock and fully use my 'wings' and powers. Theres been a man that has not aged, though i have within the last 13 years. Darkness as best i can describe follows him, and it literally flows around him like a cape, and looks like dark smoke and hes gone.
Before he comes, I have bad dreams. Usually for tells where I'll be. Within the last few years, he hasn't come alone. I have a feeling of dread....but also a feeling that of if you have an enemy or someone who means someone close to you harm - you Get the feeling to protect the ones close to you. It's a very odd feeling. and almost like how they say animals can sense when another is 'alpha' or stronger....I get that feeling from him. Not that he's better in any way, but that I haven't unlocked and learned how to fully and freely use my powers and wings. I've learned that it's possible, but i need to learn how.
When he comes, or is coming...Well, if you've ever seen Naruto or some kind of supernatural show, book, etc. Sometimes theres a character that can 'feel' or sense when something or someone is coming. It's exactly that way. I feel it in my stomach, a kind of, "fight and run!" A tingle runs up and down my spine, a chill. and as it does two separate feelings by shoulder blades comes. My ears twitch, yes they do that....I get the feeling he's stronger, and I don't know what it is he wants...
I went to the mom of my friend. I told her about the man, and how he's called me by a name I didn't catch but i responded as though it was my name. If that makes any sense? When I was little I remember meeting with him, and he said we would meet again but he hasn't aged at all. We've met but like I said I don't see how over ten years - I was a child then and almost an adult now...he hasn't aged and looks EXACTLY the same. I've been told that he's 'hunting' me. I don't understand that but am looking for an answer. He wears all black, travels at night. and let me put it this way....I've come to fear the dark, because with him...nothing ever good has ever come out from within it.
I've heard of angel-kins with two wings. I have two large, two small and roughly around four months ago when I got them to appear - I had two more. the biggest are at the top of my back, by shoulder blades, smallest just below middle.
I don't know exactly what I am, who he is. But the answers that I have....Is that I am most likely an angel-kin. but the thought of serving a higher being kind of throws me off. Like that piece doesn't fit into my jigsaw puzzle...but yet does. =/ I have wings and have this power....it's strange. and has grown and changed since when i first discovered it....I've been told by her, and by a VERY VERY Christean lady...(not trying to offend anyone, just stating) that I have the power to 'see' and I have a strong purpose that she thinks has to deal with "good vs. Evil" I've been told that many times, and once, "Who do you serve?" I don't have two wings...I have four but with the last appearance - i think i should say six....
If you want to know, yes I have seen other angels. I've seen dark ones as well. I'm friends with a Witch, a Drakul (sp?), an elemental and shamans. I don't know exactly what I am, all I have is my name the people I know and my adress....and strange things that happen. I've heard of the term 'awakened' and if thats what the correct term is - I've been that way for seven years....but have had things going on since i was in the womb.
I know this was a lot to read, but if anyone can help me find those answers, please do. I'm interested in learning more about how others have awakened, there powers and wings....I've yet to meet someone who has more than two. Please help me.
Thank you,
Cerece
EDIT: He appears sometimes more than once a year. It's been more frequent as i've grown up. The last time was March 2008. Thats when the name was called and I turned when no one was there but then he appeared. It's not my name...Ash sounding or Cerece to it....I've never heard it before but it feels like thats MY name. If that makes any sense. ><; I don't really know how to explain it. I don't know when he'll come next, but like i've said the dates have gotten closer, and i've noticed that when we see eachother he's gotten closer as well. In march, it was almost twenty feet away....and I turned and ran. The lights flickered and went out. The street lamp, and all the porch lights...I hid behind a car and even though I RAN I hid behind that car for JUST moments and he strode by. Not making any noise or footprints in the snow. He looked at me and we were within feet of eachother. He slowed and gave me a smile but his eyes said other than what a smile says.
I ran inside and looked out the middle, on the NOW lighted street...he was gone. I've had one warning, from the friends mom and from the woman. I need to find answers and to learn how to freely use my powers and wings.....Because he comes slower every time. His intent i cant say is bad, but i cant say its good. Just that I have a feeling I need and have been told I need to learn them. Because, they have the feeling as do I (but different) that I will have to use them to fight and protect...
Also, i dont know to much about past lives but i have a scar on my rib cage that i've had explained...and three points on my side that are white as paper. They appeared when i 'awakened' I've always been interested in myths, folk lore, etc. The one thing i've found that relates to it is part of a myth i've heard pertaining to the Pyrmaids in Egypt, and the stars that match the pyramids in the sky...Turn my body...my marks align with those stars. and with a clue i've heard, "The Sphinx's paws...and Lemuria may hold the key"
I dont know...gah. Googled those things and they're myths or folk lore / legends...that pertain to Atlantis and Lemuria is similar to that of Atlantis.
I'm angel-kin but am still learning and re-discovering things. I've read a few other peoples posts about how they came to believe they are angels or reincarnated. One resemblance I've found is that, the knowledge was found through meditation.
I, had questions as young as I remember and memory is better than what I've bee told it should be. I found out mine when I was almost in an accident. I had been weird feelings with my back but was 100% healthy but on that day is when I found out. I was going to fall, in where a sharp object would have done some heavy damage to me. I wasn't very strong at the time and held on to where I was falling from. I let go and I began to fall toward it - head first. I threw my hands in front of me to block it but threw them open and in a blur I felt a slight feeling and within moments I was at best i can say ten feet away from where i was falling. I was crouched leaning down on my hands and knees. I turned and I had...what I can best express as glowing, shimmering...wing like objects coming out of my back. Two very large ones, and two smaller ones. Two of my brothers were present at the time and were trying to help me up, when I fell and somehow ended 10 feet away. I looked at them mouths gaped open. I asked if they were seeing what I saw and all they said was, "wings"
I've had two more experiences where they've came out totally. and have three more people to my two brothers who have seen. I've gotten them on picture. Even though, that time they weren't physically seen I could feel them. I said, "Take a picture!!!" and they took it and they were there. I don't know much, i tried for the longest time to convince myself that it was a figure of the imagination. But with a picture, the feeling, and people as witnesses....I began my search for answers.
My friend's mom is a woman from Puerto Rico. Her family is a long line of witch's, shamans, and VERY spiritual. I went to her for advice and she gave me an answer but told me that I need to find more answers, and how to be able to unlock and fully use my 'wings' and powers. Theres been a man that has not aged, though i have within the last 13 years. Darkness as best i can describe follows him, and it literally flows around him like a cape, and looks like dark smoke and hes gone.
Before he comes, I have bad dreams. Usually for tells where I'll be. Within the last few years, he hasn't come alone. I have a feeling of dread....but also a feeling that of if you have an enemy or someone who means someone close to you harm - you Get the feeling to protect the ones close to you. It's a very odd feeling. and almost like how they say animals can sense when another is 'alpha' or stronger....I get that feeling from him. Not that he's better in any way, but that I haven't unlocked and learned how to fully and freely use my powers and wings. I've learned that it's possible, but i need to learn how.
When he comes, or is coming...Well, if you've ever seen Naruto or some kind of supernatural show, book, etc. Sometimes theres a character that can 'feel' or sense when something or someone is coming. It's exactly that way. I feel it in my stomach, a kind of, "fight and run!" A tingle runs up and down my spine, a chill. and as it does two separate feelings by shoulder blades comes. My ears twitch, yes they do that....I get the feeling he's stronger, and I don't know what it is he wants...
I went to the mom of my friend. I told her about the man, and how he's called me by a name I didn't catch but i responded as though it was my name. If that makes any sense? When I was little I remember meeting with him, and he said we would meet again but he hasn't aged at all. We've met but like I said I don't see how over ten years - I was a child then and almost an adult now...he hasn't aged and looks EXACTLY the same. I've been told that he's 'hunting' me. I don't understand that but am looking for an answer. He wears all black, travels at night. and let me put it this way....I've come to fear the dark, because with him...nothing ever good has ever come out from within it.
I've heard of angel-kins with two wings. I have two large, two small and roughly around four months ago when I got them to appear - I had two more. the biggest are at the top of my back, by shoulder blades, smallest just below middle.
I don't know exactly what I am, who he is. But the answers that I have....Is that I am most likely an angel-kin. but the thought of serving a higher being kind of throws me off. Like that piece doesn't fit into my jigsaw puzzle...but yet does. =/ I have wings and have this power....it's strange. and has grown and changed since when i first discovered it....I've been told by her, and by a VERY VERY Christean lady...(not trying to offend anyone, just stating) that I have the power to 'see' and I have a strong purpose that she thinks has to deal with "good vs. Evil" I've been told that many times, and once, "Who do you serve?" I don't have two wings...I have four but with the last appearance - i think i should say six....
If you want to know, yes I have seen other angels. I've seen dark ones as well. I'm friends with a Witch, a Drakul (sp?), an elemental and shamans. I don't know exactly what I am, all I have is my name the people I know and my adress....and strange things that happen. I've heard of the term 'awakened' and if thats what the correct term is - I've been that way for seven years....but have had things going on since i was in the womb.
I know this was a lot to read, but if anyone can help me find those answers, please do. I'm interested in learning more about how others have awakened, there powers and wings....I've yet to meet someone who has more than two. Please help me.
Thank you,
Cerece
EDIT: He appears sometimes more than once a year. It's been more frequent as i've grown up. The last time was March 2008. Thats when the name was called and I turned when no one was there but then he appeared. It's not my name...Ash sounding or Cerece to it....I've never heard it before but it feels like thats MY name. If that makes any sense. ><; I don't really know how to explain it. I don't know when he'll come next, but like i've said the dates have gotten closer, and i've noticed that when we see eachother he's gotten closer as well. In march, it was almost twenty feet away....and I turned and ran. The lights flickered and went out. The street lamp, and all the porch lights...I hid behind a car and even though I RAN I hid behind that car for JUST moments and he strode by. Not making any noise or footprints in the snow. He looked at me and we were within feet of eachother. He slowed and gave me a smile but his eyes said other than what a smile says.
I ran inside and looked out the middle, on the NOW lighted street...he was gone. I've had one warning, from the friends mom and from the woman. I need to find answers and to learn how to freely use my powers and wings.....Because he comes slower every time. His intent i cant say is bad, but i cant say its good. Just that I have a feeling I need and have been told I need to learn them. Because, they have the feeling as do I (but different) that I will have to use them to fight and protect...
Also, i dont know to much about past lives but i have a scar on my rib cage that i've had explained...and three points on my side that are white as paper. They appeared when i 'awakened' I've always been interested in myths, folk lore, etc. The one thing i've found that relates to it is part of a myth i've heard pertaining to the Pyrmaids in Egypt, and the stars that match the pyramids in the sky...Turn my body...my marks align with those stars. and with a clue i've heard, "The Sphinx's paws...and Lemuria may hold the key"
I dont know...gah. Googled those things and they're myths or folk lore / legends...that pertain to Atlantis and Lemuria is similar to that of Atlantis.
