An Intro

[ahrismaniel]

Hello. I am Ahrismaniel. That and Xakracis are two of the three angel names that I've discerned in meditation. I've just plain forgot the third one.

I've been a tumbleweed of sorts for the past several years as far as who I am and what I'm doing here. I suppose that has been for purposes of growth. Being in such a state... You just have to keep reaching and expanding out, trying to root into something.

Beyond being a servent of the gods, I've discerned "angel." And what gods? I dunno... Odin, Hela, Loki, Damballah, Herne,... No one has really piped up, and I know they could if they wanted.

Beyond what I can do, there is being an "angel."

The core of my purpose always boils down to;
Disruption of the stuck and stagnant
Synthesis of many parts into a new whole
Evolution
Continuation of the cycle of birth-life-death-rebirth

Perhaps with questions from you, I can bring things into focus.

Ahrismaniel

[non-sequitur aeon]

interesting introduction, welcome ahrismaniel...i hope you find yourself in good company

[ahrismaniel]

Sept 15, 2008 12:05:18 GMT -5 non-sequitur aeon said:

interesting introduction, welcome ahrismaniel...i hope you find yourself in good company

Thank you, aeon.

I've been trying to come up with something more specific to describe my "angel-ness," but have not. For example, wings... Wings, their colors, and their number can be a hot topic here, I've noticed. I spent yesterday trying to "feel" mine out, but ended with a near-headache. I've been told that I do have wings, which yes, I know doesn't necessilarily make me an angel. And anyway, the person who told me that also said that she was Marie Antionette reincarnated, so...

[non-sequitur aeon]

wings may be a hot topic, but i find them of little value beyond aesthetic (while corporeal that is). their same basic 'uses/function' can be applied to the aura itself...as their 'definitions' are also quite difficult to discern from aura. you may have also come across people that notice if you try to hard to 'feel' them that your imagination can create the sensation. there's some good how-to's out there though...if it's a goal of yours. there is a level of identity and 'fun' in the discovery process...so.....yeah.....:-P (just don't push yourself into headaches lol)

[scars]

Welcome.

[ahrismaniel]

Sept 16, 2008 15:35:09 GMT -5 scars said:

Welcome.

Thank you, Scars.

[scars]

Weren't you on oka?, had an interest in voodoo?.