Post by IgnisRaven on Nov 3, 2007 15:48:42 GMT -5
I am female, 19, and I have been in the otherkin community for quite a few years now. I originally thought myself a demon, because it felt right, however upon more investigating, demon does not seem to fit. When looking further into all this, angel seems more correct, although I have no one to actually verify (if that is even possible) what I know is correct.
Demons seemt to be beings of chaos, from what I have seen. In other words, that is what they are made up of. While I can be chaotic, that is not what I feel I am made of. Angels, on the other hand, are beings of order. While I would not consider myself orderly, I do feel that order is closer to me than chaos. Bearing that in mind, I am probably more obediant than a demon would be. I always find myself eventually obeying, almost complusively, certain orders, as well as the fact that I find it almost impossible to lie, I am almost incapable of that.
I also do have thick phantom wings. They were originally a golden brown, but have recently turned black. I am not sure why. This seems inexplicable. Also, when afraid, or near spirits/a portal, I feel my wings turn skeletal. I am not sure why this is either.
I am currently looking for answers, and ways of finding them. I came here to get help straigtening out my thoughts, as I am not entirely sure about what I have read about angels, and thus what I have stated above. I hope I am not being too confusing.
Anyway, that's what I can say for now. Feel free to ask me anything you like.
-Ignis
Demons seemt to be beings of chaos, from what I have seen. In other words, that is what they are made up of. While I can be chaotic, that is not what I feel I am made of. Angels, on the other hand, are beings of order. While I would not consider myself orderly, I do feel that order is closer to me than chaos. Bearing that in mind, I am probably more obediant than a demon would be. I always find myself eventually obeying, almost complusively, certain orders, as well as the fact that I find it almost impossible to lie, I am almost incapable of that.
I also do have thick phantom wings. They were originally a golden brown, but have recently turned black. I am not sure why. This seems inexplicable. Also, when afraid, or near spirits/a portal, I feel my wings turn skeletal. I am not sure why this is either.
I am currently looking for answers, and ways of finding them. I came here to get help straigtening out my thoughts, as I am not entirely sure about what I have read about angels, and thus what I have stated above. I hope I am not being too confusing.
Anyway, that's what I can say for now. Feel free to ask me anything you like.
-Ignis
