Ophanin & Dreams...

[onlysleeping979]

I am not sure if this will make sense, but I am hoping that someone on here will be able to help me understand this a little more...

Ever since I was very young I would always dream the eventes of the next day... I would try as hard as I could to change even 1 little thing, but no matter how hard I would try, I just could't seem to do it.

Then I started having "the dream"... Even though this started when Iwas about 6, I was a young woman in my dream... I was in a wide expanse of black... It was like being suspended in nothing. I was never afraid in the slightest. It was actually very calming.

Then he would speak. It was a male voice. Never mean or upset. Actually, almost loving... He would start telling me that I was his now and always and that if he should wish it, I would not be able to ever leave.

We would bicker a little bit about it, never in a nasty or mad way... Just very matter-of-fact. He would tell me that I was his and he never wanted me to leave and I would tell him that I was capable of leaving any time I wanted.

Then he would tell me to try to open my eyes and wake up from this sleep. I could feel myself straining to open my eyes, but I could never manage to do it. Again, this did not annoy or scare me.

We would then just talk and talk for hours...

It is odd because it was the most vivid thing I have ever dreamt. I remember every part of it to this very day. I actually miss him, but I feel like he is always with me.

Does this make any sense to anyone?

Thanks!

[Bonnie]

Oh, it makes sense to me~

I find this extremely interesting - I have something similar, just in the form of -mainly- past life memories. However, I get, summoned, if you will, to the Astral Plane by the one from my past lives.

I'm beginning to think that these men (maybe even women in some cases, who know?) are people that are very closely linked to an individual - whether from a past life, or maybe just someone you are deeply connected to. I've noticed in these manner of situations, however, that the entities all seem to be rather powerful. When I first came across Rabere (my name for him x.x) on the Astral Plane, I was overwhelmed because he was just so incredibly powerful. That was about when I was thirteen - however, I'd seen him in past life memories/dreams since I was about four.

I'm not sure that these entities are human...just because of how powerful they are. Whenever I try to find out more, via tarot, or a yes/no oracle or any such thing, they just end up being classified as gods, or at least that powerful and intelligent. So, stemming from that, so many theories can be raised. x.x

My top theory is that they are some for of Ancient being - I know Rabere is a Vampiric entity, that is just completely and blatantly obvious from my encounters.

They certainly are possessive, that is for sure. I can sense Rabere getting angry or jealous when someone is flirting with me. It would seem he is guarding me in a way as well, because I haven't had any manner of psychic attack on me since he came around.

And your dream... I am thinking that quite possibly it could be that it is a past life memory, but that perhaps the darkness is your mind - or someone else's will - keeping you from seeing everything in it. With my dreams, I have them repeatedly...and each more a little more is revealed at a time, as I age and mature.

I must say...the likeness between your experience and mine are incredibly, INCREDIBLY simmilar...I think I will see if I can quiz Rabere when I sleep...

I hope some of this helped, or something. x.x I know it raised a bunch of questions for myself because I started thinking so much. ^^;

~Bonnie

[onlysleeping979]

Bonnie,

Thanks for the reply... I have not told many people about the dreams. I tend to be very gaurded and I know that there are people who will just call me insane.

If you find anything out, please kep me informed.

Thanks!

[Bonnie]

I will. ^^ People do seem to disbelieve past memories, and "dreams" and such - even fellow kin. It does get tireing after a while, people disbelieving such things - especially with how real they feel.

If you'd feel more comfortable, you can PM me about them instead of posting them, too. ^^

[onlysleeping979]

I don't mind posting them in here. I trust all of you...

I have been getting these flashes of combat... They are getting more vivid... Any ideas?

[redeemer143]

Combat....Yeah. I get them all the time, some are too vivid. (and they are getting worse) I'm afraid of what it means. In my flash backs, I remember fighting alongside many of my current friends and unfortunately, witnessing their deaths occationally. We all remember it. And it isn't just one life time, but many. My husband, my best friend, and myself are doing past life recognition sessions with each other. While one of us is delving into the past, one leads them through it and the other takes notes. We have gotten very far....

[twnky]

About dreams....I often dreams that i'm fighting.....with DragonKin's....why? what they do? strange but they chiness D. I have friend,best friend. He Dragonkin,but he too don't know why im dreaming it.

When i was 10 years old,i often dream that im flying,all humans* watch me. That great but when i felt comfortably,strong strange power pull me back...again Dragon.

Why im dreaming it? In real Dragons my friend,but in dreams- enemys. Does it make any seens for anybody?

[non-sequitur aeon]

In your dreams, what kind of feelings do you have towards the opponents you're combating?

[twnky]

Same...I feel angry,confused & contempt, feel's that my way is to hunt them. Like they're looking something.....ah I'm talk nonsense(I'm little bit shy)