How does it affect your daily life?

[Kariel]

How does you anglelic/fallen/dark nature affect you on a daily basis? Is it more of a burden than a blessing? Does it play a large roll in your daily routine or very little?

My angelic nature plays a large role in my daily life. You could think I'm not busy enough. But I'm very busy. I'm a business trainee. Additional I'm studying accounting. Twice weekly I'm sitting in my study after working all day. All the time I'm feeling what kind of energy is around me. Often I try to improve the atmosphere. General I feel the emotions of friends, too. Sitting at work or at study, writing sms to ask what is going on....


I'm trying to have a good time here. But my bags are packed...

[Indigo Starshine]

For me it's been kinda funny at times. I've been called "like an angel" many times by people growing up. Looking back that was rather ironic. *grins*

People keep noticing but comment sometimes how things seem to go really well for them when they're around me. Like if they've been having a very bad day, then they meet up with me for our scheduled hangout and then suddenly they seem to have great luck and things go well for them. One friend even commented how they had a crappy day and then I message them and start talking with them online and everything swoops back up and things finally go well again for them. XD IDK how that happens but I'm rather glad about it!

My mom says that I have a very level head and often help her to calm down any time she starts to get angry or frustrated about the behavior of other drivers on the road. I always keep reminding her of things like perhaps the driver is new here and lost and going slow to check a map, or they're an older driver and going slow because they don't have as fast reflexes anymore, or if someone cuts off perhaps they're in a hurry and don't want to be late somewhere. It's common sense to me but it helps bring her out of the mentality of "they're only doing this to spite me!" that she and other people seem to fall into so quickly...? *headtilt in confusion*

People always seem to remember my smile. Like literally some random people have come up and said that they haven't seen me literally in over a decade but they saw me smile and was like "OH! I know you!" and hurried over to tell me that. Like literally they have said to my face they remember my smile. Even after over a decade people will come up and say that the rest of me has changed but the smile stayed the same. Apparently my very happy and sweet smile is distinctive enough that they remember it??? Also people will usually smile themselves too if I smile at them.

I like making people feel happy and feel good. It's easy for me to have unconditional love and to just accept people as who they are, perfectly imperfect as they are. I give people the space they need, and talk about happy things to help distract them as they need or want me to. Apparently a lot of my things that I say from my heart are so loving and supportive that they surprise other people and make them go "WOW o.o you are so loving thank you so much for being such a wonderful person! <3 Ahhh it was just what I needed! <3 " IDK how I do it other than just show the love I already feel in my heart. <3

I tend to be a very calm person. Level-headed, easy-going, calm and gentle person. I'm not a fighter personality but I will willingly fight people if they hurt the ones I love. Mostly my quiet stubbornness tends to go undetected for a while until someone gets an idea in their head that they can order me to do something. OH HELL NAW. You'll have better luck moving a mountain by hand than to get me to move on something I chose not to move on. I also have a very deep patience that allows me to wait a long time for something good to happen. I don't mean sit around and twiddle my thumbs. I do other things while I wait and I set things in motion and watch my efforts pay off. But it's not like I'm driven to distraction over needing something now. I can wait and work on things for years and then have it pay off at the end of that and feel it worth it. I feel like I've seen the ages go by so there's no real need to hurry about like frightened mice. What will come, will come.

My mate often says that I can get into a staredown with a mountain and the mountain will bow to me.

I do know I love the energies of mountains. Old, calm, wise, and have seen the millennia and millions of years go by. Their energies match mine really: very old, patient, watchers of the world around them, and so integrated and vital to the world around them but in subtle far-reaching ways that the little fleeting lives of the mortals scurrying around upon them cannot even see, because they don't ever live that long to really see the payoff or the build up to the eventual effects.

If I had to be compared to any natural event, it'd be the rising and falling of mountains, or the slow carving away of valleys and fjords by glaciers. That's how my core feels.

Putting that into daily life does make me seem strange compared to others. A true old soul in a very young human form. I like to think it makes me feel restful for others to be around. Someone they can just come to, sit by me, and just breathe for a good long moment or two and get a bit of peace in their busy lives. (And apparently a lot of luck too if those accounts are to be believed. XD)